So, I’ve been back on Atkins for a couple days past the 3 week mark. I’ve been going to bed at weird times, because when I’ve decided that it’s alright to stay up, because I don’t have to be up at the butt crack of dawn the next day, I just sort of… forget what time it is that night.
I’m still having problems waking up consistently in the earlier morning. I need to make it a cast-iron goal of mine to go to bed between 10-11 pm, and try to force myself up and about by 7 at the very latest on days that I don’t have to be at work super early in the morning.
That’s the funny thing after all. When I have to be up at 4:30 in the morning to open up the bakery at work, I have absolutely zero issues with the whole waking up part. But on a day when I either have the whole day off, or don’t have to be at work until the afternoon or evening, all bets are off, and whether I’ve had enough sleep or not, I just keep sleeping until I’ve decided to stop being lazy that day. I could be getting up, making myself an early breakfast, and get some commissions out of the way, or just use that morning time to read or draw for myself or something, but no, I’m sleeping, even if I’m not particularly tired.
Great example, last night, I went to bed around 11, fell asleep at about midnight-or 12:30. Decent time, right? For someone my age and of the generation of insomniacs.
I woke up at 10 this morning, and was still seriously considering staying in bed for another hour, just because I could. I hauled my ass out of bed though, because I was hungry, and wanted bacon. HAHAHA!
There’s so many books I want to read, you’d think that would be incentive enough for me to lurch out of that bed quicker. I will say, though, my bed is pretty much a predator. It wants you to die sleeping in it, it’s so comfortable. Lures you in… with it firm, yet soft springs, we have down pillows, so that certainly doesn’t help either. Seriously, I think my bed has some evil spell on it that all who sleep within it will never return to the waking realm. Eric tends to agree, because on the weekend he also sleeps for nearly 12 hours a night.
Sadly evil beds are no excuse, and I will always call myself out on bullshit. I need to start making myself get up after about 8 or 9 hours of sleep, because 10-11 is just waaaaay too much sleep. I certainly feel the lethargy for the rest of the day, no matter how well I eat, or how active I am.
One thing to celebrate, I’m down to 42 inches around my waist, and about 52.5 inches around my hips. My arms and legs about an inch bigger from last week, but I have been starting to build more muscle in my arms and building and toning the muscles in my legs, so it’s to be expected. My body seems to hold onto weight in weird ways when I’ve lost weight and then gained it back, so it’s trying it’s damnedest to hold onto the inches in my hips.
Also, I’m down to 1 cup of coffee every few days as opposed to 1 or 2 cups a day. I love coffee’s flavor too much to ever completely give it up, but substituting tea curbs the withdraw symptoms, and is also super tasty. I drink a few mugs of tea a day, and I usually have tea and water at work with my meal. The water helps fill me up faster so that I don’t feel pangs of hunger later. I used to have the problem of being hungry about an hour or so after pretty much every meal. Now, it’s more like 3 hours later I could use a chunk of cheese or an Atkins bar, and I’m good for another 3-4 hours.
I’m still trying to get myself used to the whole… going to the gym thing. I’ll only have the time to make it there Friday this week, but hopefully going with a friend will help, and if he was able to get the spotlight from his job, we should be rockin’ out some filming on Friday, which means you all will get to see the first ever Fruits of Wisdom episode next Tuesday. *crosses fingers* I really, really, really want this to work.
Anyways, back to the land of stuff, hahaha!!
Until next time, happy nomming!








